Saturday 20 November 2010

Of Trials & Triumph


"Life is not a bed of roses"
"It is not always peaches and cream"

and so it was quoted 

So, one evening after maghrib. I took the time to sit for a while on the sajadah,
I took some time..
to reflect what Allah has given to me
and what I should do this time
I was carelessly reading through the tafsir of al-Baqarah
and I came across this ayah


And seek help through patience and prayer, and indeed, it is difficult except for the humbly submissive [to Allah ] (2:45)


Alhamdulillah for the trials You threw at us ya Rabb
and truly..

In rememberence of Allah the heart will find peace (13:29)

Subhanallah~

Saturday 16 October 2010

Keep Calm


Its amazing how much love one can feel

one can give

and one cannot see

Subhanallah it is amazing what you've shown me


Tuesday 5 October 2010

Staying current

Salam alaykum..

Its been very long since the last update.

Think it has been a lot since last july.

Just got back from summer holidays.

Now settling down to rumah baru

Masih syawal so ramai sangat yang nak datang rumah.

Banyak berulang alik dari Moassah (new faculty) ke Azarita (old faculty) untuk beli buku.

Arab punye style..datang hari sabtu kate buku datang hari ahad atau isnin

Datang hari isnin kate hari selasa atau rabu pulak...haihh

Nak datang hari ape pulak lepas ni??? sile bagi tahu..sebab saya 'memang ada driver' nak ulang alik banyak kali ni  =_="

tak banyak nak cakap kat sini..cuma mak suruh ili kembali menulis kat sini..

So to mak..here it is

To aishah..nah, nak sangat bace nah bace

To najaa...ni dah update dah

To husnun..blog under construction sign has been removed

baru pukul 6.47 pagi kat sini, kejap lagi ade gotong royong rumah dan lepas tu ade orang nak datang lagi

ili nak masak spaghetti kuah putih resepi mak yang laku sangat hari tu,,tp ni ili buat version alex laa hahha

Mak jangan lah risau sangat..insyaAllah die boleh jawab tu. Bila dia kata susah tu maknanya dia belajar lah tu..

Mak banyakkan doa and don't give up hope. It is us who needs to believe in him, his family or else siapa lagi.

Till the next post..wassalam

Sunday 20 June 2010

Here's To Mak

salam..

 
Day
Date
Subject
Time

Monday

28/6/2010

Biochemistry

9.00 – 11.00

Thursday

1/7/2010

Histology

9.00 – 10.30

Monday

5/7/2010

Physiology

9.00 – 11.00

Saturday

10/7/2010

Anatomy

9.00 – 11.00

Monday

12/7/2010

Pharmacology

9.00 – 11.00

Wednesday

14/7/2010

Ethics

9.00 – 10.00

Sunday

18/7/2010

Parasitology

9.00 – 10.30

Wednesday

21/7/2010

Microbiology

9.00 – 10.30

Sunday

25/7/2010

Pathology

9.00 – 11.00

Monday

26/7/2010

PBL

9.00 – 11.00

Thanx for reading...salam 

Friday 4 June 2010

Pengorbanan yang perlu...

 
Maybe it's best to think for once
of 
what Allah wants us to do
instead of
what we want for ourselves 



 
Thanks for reading, salam 'alaykum..

Monday 17 May 2010

Hati Tak Keruan


Place where I find solace..

I miss spending solitary moment with You Ya Rabb..

:'(

Wednesday 7 April 2010

Saghawak Seghonok























Thank You Mak & Babah

Kuching was amazing because we were all there..

:) :) :)



Thursday 1 April 2010

What a BABAH is made up of

Perth, August 09 >>> mase ni babah bulat lg..hoho


Daughter: Salam..bah. how r u?
How's your elbow?

Babah: Alhamdulillah fine tq

and its getting better by the day.
Hope u r doing fine too.
Always take care of your health n safety.
Salam




I think my babah is made up of..

PROTECTIVE INSTINCT
that's why I feel save around you



PATIENCE
abundant..


POWER
mak always had to ask me to listen to you

typical ayat mak:

_ _ _ same je macam babah

(that means hard headed, grumpy & tak nak mengalah)

mak had to make me listen to you _ _ _ memang degil...I admit it most of the time I do realise that you were right all along but my ego is just as big as yours that's why maybe I had always choose to disagree
but at the end of the day
I still love you
& I do appreciate the things you do



but most importantly
I know you are made up of this,
you are made up of..

LOVE
mak always said that you love me

when I get all angry she reminds me...

typical ayat mak:

he doesn't really know how to show it
but he loves you..

or maybe our "languages" are different
I know mak, that is true
at times, its me
I refuse to see it
Overshadowed by immaturity
but when I sit down
& think about it clearly




you have what I lack

WISDOM

your wisdom is above me
your knowledge is beyond my eyes could see

so I say...
Thank you Babah
& we love u

p/s: Babah jangan sakit selalu..




Friday 26 March 2010


Somehow I find this piece nice..

sebaik-baik wanita ialah
yang apabila diberi sesuatu
dia bersyukur
dan apabila tidak diberi apa-apa
dia bersabar

yang menyenangkan hatimu
bila kamu melihatnya
dan mentaatimu
bila kamu menyuruhnya


Tak Perlu Ada


Ya Allah, aku takut dengan keinginan ku sendiri
keinginan manusia tak bernoktah
aku tahu dunia hanya beri aku hampa
lalu palingkanlah aku dari nafsu duniawi

Akankah Kau terima aku nanti
soalan yang selalu berlegar dalam kotak fikirku
tak ingin aku terjelepuk di hadapan pintu syurga
menangis melihat dari luar pintu itu tertutup
Kau dah tak nak terima aku lagi..

Lalu kuatkanlah aku
kuatkan aku ya Allah
biar mampu ku lawan pautan nafsu
sementara denyut nadi ada lagi

aku tahu Kau dekat
mataku yang kabur
kabur dek dosa di dalam hati




Friday 19 March 2010

2 of a kind




Saya ingat kamu bila saya makan Maggi

bila saya bancuh kopi

teringat kamu bila baca biology


Now i miss you more than ever ='(


Saya pakai baju kamu kasi

biar rasa kamu dekat


Tapi kita jauh pada hakikat

Dan tak tahu bila boleh jumpa kamu lagi


Saya selit kamu dalam doa waktu pagi

Dengan harapan kamu ingat saya nanti


InsyaAllah satu hari saya akan sampai ke tempat kamu lagi

Kamu pun kenalah ke mari abang kamu kan kat sini (heheh)


p/s: aishah hikmah sila berjuang di sana ye! ^_^

kite jumpe raye nnt na.. balik, jgn kedekut =P


Tuesday 16 March 2010

Ambil Tahu Atau Tutup Mata?

They are our brothers & sisters
They are our uncles & aunties
They are our grandpas & grandmas
They are our family
We are one in the name of ISLAM




But isn't it sad when the COMMON ANSWER to questions regarding Palestine is
WHAT IS PALESTINE?






Al-Aqsa....once was our qiblah...
Do we not love our home?






The reality...




But all we see...

We are blindfolded by the concrete wall that they build

Its about time to actually CARE and not just STARE